You and I I sit here looking for a way
A way to let you go
I did or so I thought
Many a night ago
I may have let you go
But you are still in my thoughts
I worry for you
Time in, time out
I feel as if something keeps on drawing me
Drawing me towards you
And I can't figure out why
Why must you taunt me like this?
Why must I feel like nothing?
I must get you out of my heart as well
For you hold a special place there
No matter what I do or say
It always goes back to
“Back in the day”
I can live without you
I can do many things
Yet every time I talk to you
My emotions melt away at the seems
It all goes back in time
Yet I don't want it to
But I just can't seem to stop
I can't seem to stop thinking
About the past
How do I forget?
How do I really move on?
How can I act that I can live on?
Live on without going to the past
It is the way I am
But I do not know how
To forfeit my memory
Yet I know one day we will be civil
One day we will tell
We'll be friends you and I
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