For Matt... (thanks for restoring my faith in the male population... o' wait... no you suck) I am broken now,
for the things you've done.
I suppose I could just forgive you,
I suppose I could just let it go.
But I can't.
I think about you touching her,
holding her,
and I fall apart.
I SAW YOU FIRST!
You should have been caressing my skin,
You should have been holding me close to you.
You tell me you stopped,
that you thought of me and stopped.
But why did you start?
But you didnt even finish you said..
BUT WHY DID YOU START!
I cringe at the the thought of you now,
I'm disgusted when you ask to hold me.
To hold me with the same hands,
the hands that held her,
the hands that broke my heart.
You make me sick,
YOU MAKE ME SICK!
You are the air that I breathe,
I don't want to breathe anymore.
I hate you,
I love you,
I hate you,
I would play the petals, but what is the use.
I am broken now. |
