Hegh you?!, the Person who swept me off of my feet, and the one who still has possession of my Heart. How dare you!!!!!!!!!!!! live. How can you go on living your life as though it was nothing,? that we were nothing? I have become just that now, NOTHING!!!!!!!!!! I can't try to go on with my life, because you were mine, we were. Now, I am lost, confused and alone. I reluctantly gave you all of me including my love just to find you couldn't return it, yet you kept all that I gave you, and handed me a life of destruction, torment, and hell with no remorse at all. Was I not tall enough? was I not strong enough? was I not pretty enough? I trued them, all, believe me, I know now, I was never good enough. So while you sleep at night wrapped within another's sheltering arms, I pace back and forth while fighting the demons off. I have found now, that you are my cross, so much heavier for me to bare, to know you never really cared anything about me. The one thing I had left I couldn't give, was what you stole without the asking, and that is why I'll never again truly live. My free loving spirit that lied within my very core, because of how you treated me, just doesn't like you or this life no more, and once I was a fighter, I try, but now, I can't even grin. Ok!, I'm giving up on Love, I lost, you win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is my eternal reward for loving you with no exceptions to my rule. To pierce the very heart of one you still hold while laughing out loud is so cruel, I hope you can be proud. To know you took a person who was willing to love free, and now because of your selfishness, I can't even be me, for now, I am completely broken, and you know it's all no damn good when it doesn't help to cry. You have broken my tethered wings so that I now could never fly freely again. To think I once called you Lover, I once whispered friend, Now all I can do is shout, HELL, NO!!, NEVER AGAIN. And once your old and gray and reminiscing, you can try to return my heart to sender, but I'll be long gone Missing. Stay away from mirrors, cause this warning stands true, let's hope this never ever happens to you. OK!, you win, I'm giving up, I'm through.!!!!!!!
